Haunted Nights, Again

I'm finding myself in that place again

Alone and dreaming about her

each night my mind taunts me

flaunts her through my lucid state

and I wake up to find that it's all a trick

there's a recurring feeling

that this is all too bittersweet

i love that i can love again

and i love that i can feel the pain

and this is not an oxymoron

but it's for sure this hurts so good

the endorphines of this can only last so long

until i realize that i'm carving another wound within

but hey, that's the point of loving

there are no other means for me to live

but whom am I to kid

you're no where near now

and I know you can't hear these words

I just hope that if I stay steady

the river of fate will bring you back to me

View of the future

Now that we are enamorated

and finding ourselves at an impass

I'll still be waiting for you

So let's start this little obsession

because i can't see myself forgetting

about those nights

and getting lost in your eyes

I'll just hope to be able

to run my hands through your hair

again